Saturday. 2.18.06 10:57 am so let me drown so i can breathe again
i'm through choking and suffocating
on alter egos & alter motives
which weigh you down and take control of
the way you are & the things that you need
the life you live & the dreams that you dream
distort & blur all in slow motion
they broke you down & now you're broken
& it's sadder than the saddest movie
i ever saw but with out the beauty
so i stopped watching, i stopped caring
i lost all interest & i stopped wearing
these plastic smiles i'll wash my hands clean
i'll forget that you forgot about me
& i'll live the life, the big city feeling
cause it's better than suburban dreaming
living off the friends that hate you
who talk shit on me
like i don't know who my real friends are
anymore no i don't know you anymore Comment! (4) | Recommend! i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do Saturday. 1.28.06 11:24 am about Y.O.U. now.
Hmmm let's see. I'm 17 now and I had the most amazing birthday ever. I ended up spending it with the only person that I wanted to spend it with, my wonderfully amazing boyfriend. He makes me smile.
The marking period has changed again and I have all new classes again. I have shop, music app, chem 2, and english. I've already had shop like 5 times, but I really really like it. I like making stuff. It's fun for me.
Skyler has a car now, so I see him pretty much everyday, we're basically inseperable now. but for some reason I still have time to miss him. lol. I'm pathetic, I know. Some retard hit us the other day tho, on my side of the car, but all the did was take off the mirror. Dumb people anyway. lol.
I guess I'd better get going, get a headstart on my day.
I Love You More Than You'll Ever Know...♥
Skyler Lee Hart Comment! (1) | Recommend! Sunday. 1.22.06 1:59 pm "I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that alot
Now I know all the wrong turns
The stumbles and falls
Brought me here...
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face
Now I see it everyday
And I know....
That I am, I am
I am the luckiest..."
Well tomorrow is my birthday, ain't much else to say at the moment.
I love you baby. Comment! (1) | Recommend! I can’t break away from these chains to my heart Thursday. 12.29.05 4:20 pm Okay guess I haven't written in a while. Christmas was great and vacation so far has been amazing. Spent a lot of time with Skyler and worked some... Which is good. And I got to see my Laura Lou. And with family and i even go to see my cousin that lives down by hershey. I love her haha.
Manda and I have been working on our project and i think its becoming quite easy which is good cuz i was getting scared there thought we werent gonna get it done. But its not looking so hard so i think were gonna be okay.
I really effin miss Sky right now... Haven't seen em in a couple days and I cant see him tomorrow cuz im working, and hes working.. makes me sad... well be together new years day and monday tho i think.
I'm saving up right now to get his birthday presents... I'm excited hehe.
Well I hope everyone else has had a good Christmas and hope you all have a Happy New Year...
and I always will be waiting for you
I love you so much Sky.  Comment! (1) | Recommend! DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF Friday. 12.23.05 6:44 pm Hummm.... I'm really really bored right now. And I miss Skyler really bad. 
I went to walmart after school today and finished up christmas shopping, I only needed to get a few little things for a few people to put with their gifts.
School was really good today, cuz it was only a half day, and We had a party in every class. haha. And I spent most of the day with Skyler, so that was nice. Cuz i love being with him, he makes me laugh.
It was fun getting to hang out with my daddy today too, just me and him. Cuz i really don't get to see him much anymore. Makes me sad. But he cracks me up like so bad. And I love it.
I can't wait til Christmas. I'm excited to give Skyler his gifts. If they ever effin get here. It's pissing me off that they aren't here yet. But what can ya do, except wait longer. Yippeee....
Well i think I'm gonna go play with Paige and Missie, cuz theyre retards hehe.
I love you Baby. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Thursday. 12.22.05 4:03 pm Tuesday I didn't go to school. because some dumbass forgot to set their alarm... hehe  wonder who what could be. So I sat home all day and slept and read my book. Which was nice. Besides Manda was suspended that day, so what would be the point in going without her there. haha. I love HERRRR. 
Then Yesterday, was kind of a bad day but ya know what can ya do. Then after school i went home with Mrs. Staudt and wrapped christmas presents for her and got paid for that. And it was actually a lot of fun.
Theeeeen.... today was a pretty good day. And tomorrow will be even better because its only half a day and then we have vacationnnn.. YAY.
Anyway I'm kinda busy so ill do this later.
I love you baby.
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